Our Reality – Inadequacy – Sexual Solution – Outside Negativity!

“I go to bed with men, not boys.” What do women want these days? “Sometimes all we need is a big dick and no arguments. What could make us happier?” Isn’t that a bit simplistic? “Maybe, but I’ve learned not to expect that much in relationships. So being well-hung is at least compensation for a general lack of sensitivity in the emotional area.”

Well known Actress.

Our Reality

We are an adult couple, very much in love and we do all the things that couples do.
As adults you have sex, that's reality.
Our reality? 
OK, he is a few years older and a male. They do say males peak in their late teens and females from late 20's to mid 30's or so.
Our libido's - He is satisfied or up for it, once a week. Yes, there has been a twice weekly now and then. Me, Myself? Daily and even then.... We did say that honesty would be the order of these articles so... Many a day at work I have nipped into the ladies room that is rarely used and at times when all staff are at their posts. Along with a quiet bullet vibrator and my imagination.

Inadequacy!

Note the picture, Yes that is Pete's penis, that which is used to pleasure me. A picture is better than words sometimes. Ah but he's a grower not a shower some of you might be thinking.
So, does it grow?
Well, yes and... um no.
Yes, the length to a little over 4 inches.
No, the girth is 3.7 inches (cloth measuring tape) rock hard. That's 1.2 inches diameter.
I don't think my loving man is ever going to be accused of stretching a vagina.

Solution?

It began as light banter… Talk such as my having an open relationship or discreet no-strings sex with other men.
It wasn’t long before I noticed Pete’s complete acquiescence to my having sex with another. It wasn’t long after that when I began throwing out little challenges to test that acquiescence.
What if he makes love better than you? What if he gives me orgasms/makes me cum? He would give me a coy smile, a nod. All the while my arousal grew…